Friday, December 31, 2010
田馥甄 - 超級瑪麗
有只叫瑪麗瑪麗瑪麗的螞蟻
愛上馬路對面的查理
可惜查理查理查理是隻貓
天天在想河裡的魚
只是一條馬路的距離
可憐瑪麗走不過去
眺望著查理 縮在誰懷裡吃魚
馬路上 每一輛車 各奔東西
每一個人 匆匆走到哪裡
有沒有目的 要不要目的
就像螞蟻瑪麗
有天瑪麗瑪麗瑪麗有點急
看見查理又搬來新鄰居
名叫茉莉茉莉茉莉多好聽
都讓查理忘了吃魚
原來一條馬路的距離
有時真的走不過去
可一旦走過去 查理還美不美麗
馬路上的 日昇又日落 人來又人往
瑪麗抬起頭 (才發現到處都是風景)
日昇又日落 人來又人往 瑪麗偶爾抬起頭
才發現用心欣賞 到處都能看到 好風景
Hey 瑪麗 oh 瑪麗 瑪麗 oh~
Hey 瑪麗 oh 瑪麗 瑪麗 oh~
原來一條馬路的距離
有時候真的走不過去
可一旦走過去
眼中的查理還美不美麗
瑪麗瑪麗瑪麗狠開心
沿著馬路繼續走下去
遇上的哈利安迪波比都有趣
也讓自己變得狠有趣
其實一條馬路的距離
有時真的不用過去
再美的風景看在眼裡
也可以好好放進心裡
日昇又日落 人來又人往
瑪麗偶爾抬起頭看看自己
在別人的眼裡自己
自己也許也是風景
其實一條馬路的距離
有時真的不用過去
再美的風景 總會離開眼睛
Simple & Funny Song with a direct meaning.
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Today, a bear was born!
Oberon Bear
was born on 28 December 2010
* Sadly, Oberon was born with no nose and mouth. His legs are amputated at the moment too, his surgery will be later tonight. Let's pray for him. Amen.
Monday, December 20, 2010
Snow White!
It is Classic Fairy Tales at the moment!
Snow WHite's many versions;
I like the Hallmark's version best. GUess which it is.
Oh! The links is link to PART 1 of the show, video is only the trailer, so please click!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xYKoFVHFFQA&feature=related - Version 1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NG6XM82aWQg&feature=related - Version 2
Snow WHite's many versions;
I like the Hallmark's version best. GUess which it is.
Oh! The links is link to PART 1 of the show, video is only the trailer, so please click!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xYKoFVHFFQA&feature=related - Version 1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NG6XM82aWQg&feature=related - Version 2
Dinner @ Sakae & MArina Barrage
Had DInner with shuyi, wendy and jooting @ Suntec's Sakae & 'Photoshoot' @ Marina BArrage.
PIctures below;
PIctures below;
Orientation
Went for Orientation @ SIM, not bad cause it ends early a bit~ Haha.
Lunch before the orientation is at BUgis' Nando's
Pictures~
Lunch before the orientation is at BUgis' Nando's
Pictures~
Alice!
Many many versions of ALice in WOnderland & ALice Through the Looking Glass; Favs below;
Alice in Wonderland
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LgaakhgbL9s&feature=related - Version 1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kZewtKJbpMk - Version 2
Alice Through the Looking Glass
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-bGQkgbDQkE&feature=related - Version 1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lrbeBWzMJmQ&feature=related - Version 2
Alice in Wonderland
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LgaakhgbL9s&feature=related - Version 1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kZewtKJbpMk - Version 2
Alice Through the Looking Glass
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-bGQkgbDQkE&feature=related - Version 1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lrbeBWzMJmQ&feature=related - Version 2
Monday, December 13, 2010
Increasing metabolism
I think my metabolism is getting slower and slower, maybe I should eat things that help.
But I don't know what to eat, anyone have any recommandation that is good?
Foods that increase metabolism
Foods that speed metabolism include those foods that have an elevated level of complex carbohydrates and proteins. Complex carbohydrates and proteins require more energy for the body to break down and use. This results in extra calories being burned just for the sake of digestion and cellular metabolism. The breakdown of complex carbohydrates results in less insulin being released into the blood stream and a more balanced energy flow during our waking hours resulting in less snacking or craving of sugary sweets. Fruits and vegetables can help increase our metabolism in one other way. They are high in fiber and our bodies’ burn more calories digesting fiber then just about anything else.
Asparagus, Aubergine, Beans, Broccoli, Brussel Sprouts, Cabbage, Carrots, Cauliflower, Celery, Chicory, Chives, Cress, Cucumbers, Fennel, Garlic, Gourd, Leek, Lettuce, Marrow, Peppers, Radish, Spinach, Tomatoes, Turnip, Apples, Apricots, Blackberries, Blackcurrant, Blueberries, Clementines, Cranberries, Damsons, Grapefruit, Guava, Honeydew Melons, Lemon, Melon Cantaloupes, Oranges, Peaches, Pears, Plums, Raspberries, Strawberries, Tangerines, Cayenne pepper, Cinnamon, Curry, Extra virgin olive oil, Fish, Flaxseed, Green tea, Hot peppers, Hot mustard, Kelp etc. are the main food items which can increase the metabolic rate. Here is a complete list of foods that speed metabolism.
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Sunday, December 12, 2010
Antioxidant
My body needs more anitioxidant!
Antioxidant: Vitamin A, C, E, Selenium & Carotenoids in short is 'ACES'.
Guess have to take supplement that has these in it. So difficult!
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antioxidant
Anyone knows a more reliable supplement?
p.s. Does Brighteye supplement improves eyesight? Or does it only prevents?
Antioxidant: Vitamin A, C, E, Selenium & Carotenoids in short is 'ACES'.
Guess have to take supplement that has these in it. So difficult!
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antioxidant
Anyone knows a more reliable supplement?
p.s. Does Brighteye supplement improves eyesight? Or does it only prevents?
Body Check UP
Went for a semi full body check up, will upload when I am free but should be say everything is as per normal. As normal as my body gets.
But anyone wants to see my chest scan? Haha...
See quite straight considering~
But anyone wants to see my chest scan? Haha...
See quite straight considering~
Reading Chinese Books
Yo! Have been reading CHinese books lately.
Horror books thou, so not very boring.
But I realise will skim through some of the wording cause really, I never see them before!
I think they see me before. I apologise to 糖老师 & 谢老师 & 陈老师, there is one more teacher in between but forget her name le. SKPS chinese teacher sorry le~
See the pages of my book;
Horror books thou, so not very boring.
But I realise will skim through some of the wording cause really, I never see them before!
I think they see me before. I apologise to 糖老师 & 谢老师 & 陈老师, there is one more teacher in between but forget her name le. SKPS chinese teacher sorry le~
See the pages of my book;
Popeye's
Yeah! Popeye is opening in Punggol.
No need to go to so far away places for it anymore people!
Look at the advertisement below, there is a number of other outlet too!
No need to go to so far away places for it anymore people!
Look at the advertisement below, there is a number of other outlet too!
Christmas is coming!
Everyone! Christmas is coming!
Yippie aye aye Yippie yippie aye!
No nice christmas songs thou!
Any recommandation for christmas song?
Decorated the miniture christmas tree in office, 2ft only.
Presents! God! Not done yet! Oh man! I need help!!! Haha...
Merry Christmas to all!
Yippie aye aye Yippie yippie aye!
No nice christmas songs thou!
Any recommandation for christmas song?
Decorated the miniture christmas tree in office, 2ft only.
Presents! God! Not done yet! Oh man! I need help!!! Haha...
Merry Christmas to all!
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
Hi all! Been busy lately. When to the new shopping mall Nex in Serangoon. Lots of shops there with lots of restaurant and you guess it people~~~ There's a cinema right there at Serengoon! Lots lots nearer to my house than any other place! The cinema is under SHAW, oh man! Lots of shops there, ate at DIN TAI FENG, look at my picture! Haha...
Saturday, November 27, 2010
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Friday, November 19, 2010
Guess I am really pampered.
If it is said everytime, than that must be true right?
ELse why would people bother to repeat it.
All those tears that makes me fall asleep is only because I didn't get my way not because it hurts to be neglected.
All those anger that vanish is only because I didn't get my way not because I have given up showing emotions.
I guess I am 1 spoilt brat not getting my way and being cold hearted.
I heart died the day it was broken.
And it is not evem due to romantical reasons.
Hurts.
If it is said everytime, than that must be true right?
ELse why would people bother to repeat it.
All those tears that makes me fall asleep is only because I didn't get my way not because it hurts to be neglected.
All those anger that vanish is only because I didn't get my way not because I have given up showing emotions.
I guess I am 1 spoilt brat not getting my way and being cold hearted.
I heart died the day it was broken.
And it is not evem due to romantical reasons.
Hurts.
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Funny how everything seems to be my fault in the end.
Applying for Edu Loan for my SIM Degree.
Under RHB, 4.88% interest. Need to fax / email over to them.
How can a bank use yahoo for application of loan lei...
I don't think I will email that email. Better to email to a @rhbbank email.
Its always my fault isn't it.
Applying for Edu Loan for my SIM Degree.
Under RHB, 4.88% interest. Need to fax / email over to them.
How can a bank use yahoo for application of loan lei...
I don't think I will email that email. Better to email to a @rhbbank email.
Its always my fault isn't it.
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Personality Test @ Work
At a Glance |
• Empathetic, understanding, helpful and supportive. • Faithful, trustworthy and devoted in long-term relationships. • Sees people as nice and friendly, not comfortable to wheel and deal. • A good supporter of others. • Less expressive verbally. • Needs clear and thorough instructions, slow to act when uncertain. |
While at Work
Ms Lee is prepared to put in hard work moderately but she may at times prefer to work at her own pace.
Ms Lee is relatively dependable to deliver results on time. She may sometimes be late in meeting deadlines.
Ms Lee generally will persist with work until it is completed but may at times not complete her tasks.
Ms Lee is able to produce work that is moderately high in quality but she may at times be careless.
Ms Lee is generally objective but may at times be emotional.
Ms Lee is sympathetic and considerate towards others. She is also likely to be tolerant, understanding and forgiving. Ms Lee lends support and offers help readily. She often lends a listening ear to others and is concerned about their welfare. She is also charitable.
Ms Lee is friendly and outgoing when she is with friends although she may at times prefer to be quiet.
Ms Lee is the sort of person who forms long term bonds and attachments. She is faithful, trustworthy, and devoted in such relationships. She tends to be trusting, dedicated and protective towards those she loves. Patriotism and sense of duty is a significant aspect of her character.
Ms Lee is moderately serious about her responsibilities and selectively takes ownership of her work.
Ms Lee is moderately concerned with prestige, rank and reputation.
Ms Lee sees people as friendly, reliable and honest. She is trusting and believes what people say. She tends to be unsuspecting of people.s behaviour and motives. She is uncomfortable when she has to wheel and deal.
A good supporter to the people around her, Ms Lee does not desire to lead or influence people. She is uncomfortable taking charge and does not feel the thrill of challenge in leading others. She prefers to responds rather than initiate. She looks to others to provide direction and does not naturally want to persuade or motivate others to take a certain course of action.
Ms Lee is as keen to explore abstract concepts when the topic appeals to her and she is as interested to discuss theoretical issues as the average person.
Ms Lee puts in effort to plan ahead some of the times. She may at times not be as detailed in her planning.
Ms Lee is not an expressive person and may have difficulty expressing her ideas, thoughts or plans. Her language ability may not be strong and she could be described as a person of few words.
Being one who needs clear and thorough instructions before she can proceed on action, Ms Lee resists when conditions are uncertain. She does not adapt easily to changes. Before she embarks on a new project, expect Ms Lee to find out more and probe deeply.
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| WORK | RELATIONS | |||||
| A | Hard Work | 14 | D | Affection | 12 | |
| B | Time | 15 | E | Empathy | 17 | |
| C | Finish Job | 11 | F | Sociability | 15 | |
| P | Good Work | 12 | G | Loyalty | 18 | |
| CONTROL | THOUGHT | |||||
| H | Dominance | 12 | L | Abstraction | 13 | |
| I | Status | 13 | M | Planning-Organizing | 14 | |
| J | Politics | 7 | N | Exposition | 10 | |
| K | Leadership | 8 | O | Tolerance Ambiguity | 9 | |
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Monday, November 15, 2010
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Argh! Irritated. Sometimes when you realise that someone don't care is when you should really be scared. I've master the art of not caring. My heart has harden to the point of no return. Its like dead to certain people and only half awake to the rest. What makes my heart whole again? Seriously NOONE, i mean NOONE likes a dead heart. A heart that was broken so many times, it did not have time to mend before it is broken again. Sadly, I feel like this at the moment. Could I not live pass the age of 40. Noone is with me, I do not need to report to anyone. SOmetimes, I was thinking what will people's reaction be when they found me dead and I mean literally dead to the world. Die in my sleep or something. Hospitalized or something. I mean why am I thinking of these things at my age(21). It should be the most youthful time of my life. The start of my real life. What will happen if my heart come to a stop when it does not feel again.
Too many questions, too much time.
Too many questions, too much time.
Saturday, November 13, 2010
CONGRATULATION TO ME!
Application for SIM Global has been approved.
Registration ends 25 Nov.
Have to do many many things before the date.
1) Look for bank for loan.
2) Look for bank that loan 24k.
3) Got to ask many many many things in bank.
Induction on 14 December wonder whether I will make it.
RHB only 6 times my pay which is lesser than what I need. Unless saving harder.
Was thinking of working harder if application is approved. Like;
1) Going for Gym every working weekday before work.
2) Going for classes at night for Bachelor Degree.
3) Continuing current Full-time job unless there is better prospect elsewhere or that boss is getting really out of hand.
Registration ends 25 Nov.
Have to do many many things before the date.
1) Look for bank for loan.
2) Look for bank that loan 24k.
3) Got to ask many many many things in bank.
Induction on 14 December wonder whether I will make it.
RHB only 6 times my pay which is lesser than what I need. Unless saving harder.
Was thinking of working harder if application is approved. Like;
1) Going for Gym every working weekday before work.
2) Going for classes at night for Bachelor Degree.
3) Continuing current Full-time job unless there is better prospect elsewhere or that boss is getting really out of hand.
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Yo! I'm back!
When to Jurong SAFRA for K session. Not bad touch screen still got game to play while waiting for your turn to sing.
Got to sing Bruno Mars' song which I admit I am not very familiar with. A N D the place is bloody cold. Shivering while singing, best to move around or dance to your song! Haha...
Then when to Holland Village Crystal Jade for 小龙包 buffet with steamboat. Fulfilling at the moment.
I need somewhere to host my pictures a book at a time. So that it looks nice flipping on the internet too! Argh!
Didn't find any software for it. Used WIndows Media Maker. It's a bit too short cause only 4 photos. HAha.
When to Jurong SAFRA for K session. Not bad touch screen still got game to play while waiting for your turn to sing.
Got to sing Bruno Mars' song which I admit I am not very familiar with. A N D the place is bloody cold. Shivering while singing, best to move around or dance to your song! Haha...
Then when to Holland Village Crystal Jade for 小龙包 buffet with steamboat. Fulfilling at the moment.
I need somewhere to host my pictures a book at a time. So that it looks nice flipping on the internet too! Argh!
Didn't find any software for it. Used WIndows Media Maker. It's a bit too short cause only 4 photos. HAha.
Bruno Mars - Today My Life Begins
Perfect song for graduation. But I don't think I applies to life now. Working life I mean.
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Later going out! Yippie!
Things to do:
Go to SengKang CC to get the schedule there.
ATM
Doctor under AIA.
Oh! HAve to sms Wendy ask meeting where. Noone tell me where we meeting!
Just ate 1 pack MAggie Mee plus Eggs plus Canned Curry Chicken.
Later going K! After so long.
p.s. Symtoms came back so I should go see doctor right? Better see which one is better.
p.p.s Oh ya. Have to call office to talk to xy. Haiz.
Things to do:
Go to SengKang CC to get the schedule there.
ATM
Doctor under AIA.
Oh! HAve to sms Wendy ask meeting where. Noone tell me where we meeting!
Just ate 1 pack MAggie Mee plus Eggs plus Canned Curry Chicken.
Later going K! After so long.
p.s. Symtoms came back so I should go see doctor right? Better see which one is better.
p.p.s Oh ya. Have to call office to talk to xy. Haiz.
Bruno Mars - Just the way you are
Lyrics:
Oh, her eyes, her eyes, make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair, falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day
Yeah, I know, I know, when I compliment her she won't believe me
And it's so, it's so, sad to think that she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look ok, I say
When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are
Her lips, her lips, I could kiss them all day if she let me
Her laugh, her laugh, she hates but I think it's so sexy
She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day
Oh, you know, you know, you know, I'd never ask you to change
If perfect's what you're searching for then just stay the same
So, don't even bother asking if you look ok
You know I'll say
When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are
The way you are, the way you are
Girl you're amazing, just the way you are
When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are. Yeah
Monday, November 8, 2010
Headache
The day is ending, with me eating ;
1 plate spagetti with crabmeat and hotdog (my own recipe with Maggi Chilli Sauce)
1 Pick n Bite Curry Chicken w Rice
O.o Thats all?
I feel like eating my Kinder surprise!
Please! I have to take panadol later thou, to let me have a nicer sleep.
These few days my body hates me, I think.
Illness comes not only on offdays even on public holidays.
When is time to work, I got ok fo rme to start working
halfway through thou, they come back.
Must they have holiday when I am working? Can't they work when I am working as well?
p.s. Time to start with my bear making, I have to make a total of.... 1+1+1 excluding 1 that i have to finish 3 weeks before christmas for my friend who is not in SIngapore. Yikes! I hope I can operate the mini sewing machine by then. Ho ho ho
p.p.s. ANyone heard MARS BRUNO songs other than Just the Way you Are? I've only heard that song, its nice and the mv different but what about his other songs? ANyone?
1 plate spagetti with crabmeat and hotdog (my own recipe with Maggi Chilli Sauce)
1 Pick n Bite Curry Chicken w Rice
O.o Thats all?
I feel like eating my Kinder surprise!
Please! I have to take panadol later thou, to let me have a nicer sleep.
These few days my body hates me, I think.
Illness comes not only on offdays even on public holidays.
When is time to work, I got ok fo rme to start working
halfway through thou, they come back.
Must they have holiday when I am working? Can't they work when I am working as well?
p.s. Time to start with my bear making, I have to make a total of.... 1+1+1 excluding 1 that i have to finish 3 weeks before christmas for my friend who is not in SIngapore. Yikes! I hope I can operate the mini sewing machine by then. Ho ho ho
p.p.s. ANyone heard MARS BRUNO songs other than Just the Way you Are? I've only heard that song, its nice and the mv different but what about his other songs? ANyone?
Going to work
Calling transportation now. Going out to work soon.
Expenses is such a heavy load....
Please bus back today~
Thank you.
Expenses is such a heavy load....
Please bus back today~
Thank you.
Late~
O.o
I'm late for work as it is now and I am blogging here.
Oh oh...
Time to bathe and fly there now..
Tata
p.s. Too long, at last I cooked my spagetti to eat. WOnder if the K tomorrow will really start. No booking? Hmmm.... Need to ask~
I'm late for work as it is now and I am blogging here.
Oh oh...
Time to bathe and fly there now..
Tata
p.s. Too long, at last I cooked my spagetti to eat. WOnder if the K tomorrow will really start. No booking? Hmmm.... Need to ask~
Sunday, November 7, 2010
aFresh again?
Hey ya all!
Starting another blog, away from my many other neglected blogs.
It is say I know, but sometimes I feel like doing a blog.
YOu will feel weird you want people to read your blog, but when they discuss it to your face, you feel that they are intruding.
If you feel that they are not reading your blog, you feel that they do not care.
Hard to understand the works of a human mind.
Especially with a headache~
I think my body hates me.
Starting another blog, away from my many other neglected blogs.
It is say I know, but sometimes I feel like doing a blog.
YOu will feel weird you want people to read your blog, but when they discuss it to your face, you feel that they are intruding.
If you feel that they are not reading your blog, you feel that they do not care.
Hard to understand the works of a human mind.
Especially with a headache~
I think my body hates me.
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Should I?
Oh man.
I think I think I think
I want a sewing machine
Haha...
But will I be using it frequently? Haiz..
Problem problem problem.
I could get it @ $199 now thou.
But it is still a problem.
Will I be using it frequently?
Brother BM2600 Hmmm... Is it any good?
Maybe I should wait for this year to end and see.
I want to go on a cruise and Taiwan.
Going to scotland for scenery seems like fun to me as well.
Lalala~ Why am I suddenly thinking of scotland? Weird.
But I don't think any of those will be going to happen this year.
I am hoping next year but that seems impossible too.
I think I think I think
I want a sewing machine
Haha...
But will I be using it frequently? Haiz..
Problem problem problem.
I could get it @ $199 now thou.
But it is still a problem.
Will I be using it frequently?
Brother BM2600 Hmmm... Is it any good?
Maybe I should wait for this year to end and see.
I want to go on a cruise and Taiwan.
Going to scotland for scenery seems like fun to me as well.
Lalala~ Why am I suddenly thinking of scotland? Weird.
But I don't think any of those will be going to happen this year.
I am hoping next year but that seems impossible too.
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Crazy
Revolution.
I got back to where I started when I clicked that link with that photos showing that face.
Sleepless night plus deepless thoughts equals s t u p i d.
Blaming myself now for clicking on that link.
I got back to where I started when I clicked that link with that photos showing that face.
Sleepless night plus deepless thoughts equals s t u p i d.
Blaming myself now for clicking on that link.
Sleep sleep and more sleep
Oh man! I wasted the whole Saturday off...
I slept till 5pm today!
I haven got my hair cut!
Sobsob.
I should start sewing my bear pieces together thou.
Change change my blog songs.
Am I getting sleepy after 7 hours away?
Oh my god.
My brain is malfunctioning.
I slept till 5pm today!
I haven got my hair cut!
Sobsob.
I should start sewing my bear pieces together thou.
Change change my blog songs.
Am I getting sleepy after 7 hours away?
Oh my god.
My brain is malfunctioning.
Thursday, May 13, 2010
How to mend broken hearts?
Argh~
I wanted type something but forgot all about it.
Should I change my URL?
Than this will really be a place of ranting.
Haha...
Time to cut hair.
But my hair abit short now to cut lei...
I realise that I judge the length of my hair according to the length of my fringe.
Which is wrong wrong wrong.
I need help!
Ideas ideas ideas.
I want to take AL!
Oh I remember what I want to type as well.
About my birthday~
People have been asking me about what I am going to do for my birthday.
When I say to stay at home and sleep.
Why do people either act like they did not hear it or simply decide for me.
If worst comes to worst, this will be a birthday without the birthday girl.
I can invite everyone I know, but I will not be attending.
Firstly, what is it with you can only have it once in a life time.
Don't you realise that every year of your life, every second is once in your life time as well?
Secondly, I do not want to handle emotions and other people emotions during that period.
So is either I don't care and tell everyone the time and date and let everyone come. Which will result in ackward situation or me stomping away cause people just can't keep their mouth shut.
Thirdly, do you all seriously think that I am one to have a birthday party just because I turn 21? DO YOU ALL SERIOUSLY THINK THAT? I DON'T CARE EVEN IF I DIE! JUST BURN AND PUT ME UP SOMEWHERE IT IS NOT GOING TO GO ANYWHERE ELSE IS IT?
Argh!
All this thinking is seriously getting me sick.
Thinking of thinking these questions and to-be situation is just simply irritating.
Just leave me alone, as I said before.
I am not like everyone else, my life, my heart, my mind is different.
I think my heart broke from all the thinking. Pain.
I wanted type something but forgot all about it.
Should I change my URL?
Than this will really be a place of ranting.
Haha...
Time to cut hair.
But my hair abit short now to cut lei...
I realise that I judge the length of my hair according to the length of my fringe.
Which is wrong wrong wrong.
I need help!
Ideas ideas ideas.
I want to take AL!
Oh I remember what I want to type as well.
About my birthday~
People have been asking me about what I am going to do for my birthday.
When I say to stay at home and sleep.
Why do people either act like they did not hear it or simply decide for me.
If worst comes to worst, this will be a birthday without the birthday girl.
I can invite everyone I know, but I will not be attending.
Firstly, what is it with you can only have it once in a life time.
Don't you realise that every year of your life, every second is once in your life time as well?
Secondly, I do not want to handle emotions and other people emotions during that period.
So is either I don't care and tell everyone the time and date and let everyone come. Which will result in ackward situation or me stomping away cause people just can't keep their mouth shut.
Thirdly, do you all seriously think that I am one to have a birthday party just because I turn 21? DO YOU ALL SERIOUSLY THINK THAT? I DON'T CARE EVEN IF I DIE! JUST BURN AND PUT ME UP SOMEWHERE IT IS NOT GOING TO GO ANYWHERE ELSE IS IT?
Argh!
All this thinking is seriously getting me sick.
Thinking of thinking these questions and to-be situation is just simply irritating.
Just leave me alone, as I said before.
I am not like everyone else, my life, my heart, my mind is different.
I think my heart broke from all the thinking. Pain.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
I love my Sewing box.
Help!
There is nothing to do online anymore!
Facebook has lost its novelty for me.
Videos are getting bored.
Story books are getting repeative and boring.
Oh ya!
My cloth!
Hmmm....
Gotta finish one before Shuyi flys thou.
Not going to tell you what it is.
Lalala~ Don't anyone say about it either!
Hmmm... Cloth~
I should find other patterns to cut out off thou.
At least I can . . . . .. .
Erm... Ha ha. . .
Not going to say that out thou.
I want to clear my room of everything.
Wardrobe, bed, laptop and a few other things is sufficent right?
Right?
Cloth cloth here I come.
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
. . .
My previous post like abit too long le...
Lots of ranting~ Haha...
Oh well.
Study loan, credit line?
Study loan, credit line?
Haha...
Lots of ranting~ Haha...
Oh well.
Study loan, credit line?
Study loan, credit line?
Haha...
Monday, May 10, 2010
Mind now
Lets see~
What is going on in my mind at the moment now?
1. There is too much things up there. Hello? Clear some space please. Some is not even important.
2. Why the hell do people point without knowing, checking and asking?
3. What I did not deny does not mean that its ok to continue going on like it happened.
4. Ok, so min $30,000 for credit loan. Haha...
5. Do not I repeat Do not think that you know me, cause noone do.
6. I am not what you seem, I am actually more dark-hearted than most people, beware!
7. What I like to forget now also does not mean that it is ok. When I remember again, it will put everything in jeopardy.
8. Things that I can't tolerate is mostly things that seem simple and un-noticeable to others, but things people feel that should hace already push to my limit is actually things maybe I go through early in my life, or things I feel that is simple and small to me.
9. Normally, stepping on my landmine does not result in you being ignored or scolded. It will however result in me getting worked up to question like "Why am I letting this person step on my landmine?", "Why am I crying because I am angry that I let you step on my landmine?" and not question like "Why am I crying because of you?" or "Why did you step on my landmine?"
10. My reaction is normally different from people you see most of the time, does not mean that I don't feel their emotions (anger, happiness, sadness, wronged, used etc)
11. Sometimes I feel that I care too little for this life, this world, this universe. People come and people go. How many stays by you till your time is up? How many think of you when your time is up?
12. Sometimes 人就是那么的欠揍. They take a mile when you give a centimetre.
13. 直肠人 does not mean that you got a good digestive system, it means that you say what is on your mind straight out, sometimes before you can stop yourself.
14. Maybe because I was taught when I was small, that whatever you do there is a consequence, what ever you do right or wrong might come back to you wrong. So it is just taking it and accepting it. Guess my acceptance level is really high, cause I really have not not accepted. But small kind gestures might be pushed away from me because I would rather happily enjoy than to kindly enjoy.
15. So I am not kind at all. Just misunderstood.
16. What goes on here, stays on here.
17. There is still somethings swimming up there, have not caught it yet.
What is going on in my mind at the moment now?
1. There is too much things up there. Hello? Clear some space please. Some is not even important.
2. Why the hell do people point without knowing, checking and asking?
3. What I did not deny does not mean that its ok to continue going on like it happened.
4. Ok, so min $30,000 for credit loan. Haha...
5. Do not I repeat Do not think that you know me, cause noone do.
6. I am not what you seem, I am actually more dark-hearted than most people, beware!
7. What I like to forget now also does not mean that it is ok. When I remember again, it will put everything in jeopardy.
8. Things that I can't tolerate is mostly things that seem simple and un-noticeable to others, but things people feel that should hace already push to my limit is actually things maybe I go through early in my life, or things I feel that is simple and small to me.
9. Normally, stepping on my landmine does not result in you being ignored or scolded. It will however result in me getting worked up to question like "Why am I letting this person step on my landmine?", "Why am I crying because I am angry that I let you step on my landmine?" and not question like "Why am I crying because of you?" or "Why did you step on my landmine?"
10. My reaction is normally different from people you see most of the time, does not mean that I don't feel their emotions (anger, happiness, sadness, wronged, used etc)
11. Sometimes I feel that I care too little for this life, this world, this universe. People come and people go. How many stays by you till your time is up? How many think of you when your time is up?
12. Sometimes 人就是那么的欠揍. They take a mile when you give a centimetre.
13. 直肠人 does not mean that you got a good digestive system, it means that you say what is on your mind straight out, sometimes before you can stop yourself.
14. Maybe because I was taught when I was small, that whatever you do there is a consequence, what ever you do right or wrong might come back to you wrong. So it is just taking it and accepting it. Guess my acceptance level is really high, cause I really have not not accepted. But small kind gestures might be pushed away from me because I would rather happily enjoy than to kindly enjoy.
15. So I am not kind at all. Just misunderstood.
16. What goes on here, stays on here.
17. There is still somethings swimming up there, have not caught it yet.
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Be Still...
Be still my heart~
You need to rest at midnight today!
Sleeping is important especially with work tomorrow.
Hehe...
Apparantly, some things that is left for a long time will take double the time to heal.
I think I do not have the time to do that though.
But maybe I do, maybe ~
You need to rest at midnight today!
Sleeping is important especially with work tomorrow.
Hehe...
Apparantly, some things that is left for a long time will take double the time to heal.
I think I do not have the time to do that though.
But maybe I do, maybe ~
Getting use
I think I am geeting use to sleeping at 12...
Cause am so tired now~ I think i can fall asleep typing.
Or maybe it is just the aftermath of the sugar rush I had at work.
*Warning to all: Do not eat a whole bar of chocolate if you have not been eating it for 3 months.
Results in: Stupid talking, Crazy thinking, and loud loud voices + many many laughter(thou you will be the center of it).
Cause am so tired now~ I think i can fall asleep typing.
Or maybe it is just the aftermath of the sugar rush I had at work.
*Warning to all: Do not eat a whole bar of chocolate if you have not been eating it for 3 months.
Results in: Stupid talking, Crazy thinking, and loud loud voices + many many laughter(thou you will be the center of it).
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Wrenching
Officially wrenching from facebook.
Too much information on it to get along life peacefully.
Too much information on it to get along life peacefully.
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Rubbish or?
I need a kick to get me enthu about what my mind is telling me to do, what my body is refusing to do and what my heart is lacking to do.
I need to sleep at 12 and wake at 830 every day!
Sleep healthy, Be healthy
No more buying of major snacks~
No more late nights into 3 4 am.
I got a small kick while surfing facebook just now.
It's a fact that I knew but carries hope.
But now it is gone and people just gotta start fresh from the start.
I need to plan out my life.
Resolution:
- Deciding on what to study for my degree.
- Work on what I shouldn't eat
- Watch my sleep times
- Give up on that hope
- Mend that space
- *Secret*
I really do need a kick.
The saying "When theres a Will, theres a Way" sounds so cheesy.
But the resolution I make will not start with my will.
That kick is all I need.
I need to sleep at 12 and wake at 830 every day!
Sleep healthy, Be healthy
No more buying of major snacks~
No more late nights into 3 4 am.
I got a small kick while surfing facebook just now.
It's a fact that I knew but carries hope.
But now it is gone and people just gotta start fresh from the start.
I need to plan out my life.
Resolution:
- Deciding on what to study for my degree.
- Work on what I shouldn't eat
- Watch my sleep times
- Give up on that hope
- Mend that space
- *Secret*
I really do need a kick.
The saying "When theres a Will, theres a Way" sounds so cheesy.
But the resolution I make will not start with my will.
That kick is all I need.
Worries
At 11: Worrying about your first menstrations
At 12: Worrying about your first major exam
At 13: Worrying about making your first friends in Sec School
At 14: Worrying about getting into which graded class
At 15: Worrying about class unity
At 16: Worrying about the exam that affects your life
At 17: Worrying about getting into a good course
At 18: Worrying about the more specific path of your life
At 19: Worrying about graduating with a diploma
At 20: Worrying about continuing studies or searching of jobs
At 21: Worrying about keeping your job and which subject to study
Now: Worrying about whether I will get to live alone or . . .
I think I skipped a few steps, I am not suppose to be worrying about that now!
Argh~
At 12: Worrying about your first major exam
At 13: Worrying about making your first friends in Sec School
At 14: Worrying about getting into which graded class
At 15: Worrying about class unity
At 16: Worrying about the exam that affects your life
At 17: Worrying about getting into a good course
At 18: Worrying about the more specific path of your life
At 19: Worrying about graduating with a diploma
At 20: Worrying about continuing studies or searching of jobs
At 21: Worrying about keeping your job and which subject to study
Now: Worrying about whether I will get to live alone or . . .
I think I skipped a few steps, I am not suppose to be worrying about that now!
Argh~
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