Woke up @ 0800__

Update on the renovation: 1. Almost all living room furniture removed, plus the cupboard in my room and Jay room. 2. The 'BAr' removed also and the house more spacious! 3. All the walls painted and kitchen floor laminated which means another layer of flooring over the original flooring. Thats about all of the renovation... Than today went to meet group at 1900. Group consist of Tt, Jt, Wendy, XN and Cal. Went to Magic Wok for dinner, Oh HEll! It was like everlasting food man! We ate the buffet there not knowing that the small portion that the manager told us is really very not small lor! Haha... Than It was like we eat till we really dropped! Haha... It was realli filling Cause we ordered almost everything on the menu without checking twice and with Pineapple Rice and Seafood Rice! So much rice! Wahaha... Everyone's eyes is like so big when one dish come after another! Hhahaha... Really too much le! Haha... But after that we still can go to KBox and had a realli good time! It was fun! Alot of singing although like too full to sing too much! Wahaha... Now I am still full! Realli had a fun day today!

Woke up @ 0945__

My results are out! Luckily no fails! I actually improved! Wahaha... Now I know le! Need to slack to get good marks! Haha...

Computing Maths IT1201 C

Internet Application Development IT1202 B

Communication Skills 2 IT1210 B

Data Communication and Networking IT1213 D

IT Innovation Project IT1290 B+

Object-Oriented Programming using Java IT2126 B

Marketing 2 IT2282 B

Woke up @ 1330___

Sorry guys! Due to the renovation of my flat, I am stuck at home 24/7. Cannot go out except for weekends bah... So pls dun get angry! Anything just snail mail me cause I am feeling getting out of touch of the outside world le! Sobsob... If anything please drop a note in my tagbox...

Pray for me!

Woke up @ 1330___

Sorry guys! Due to the renovation of my flat, I am stuck at home 24/7. Cannot go out except for weekends bah... So pls dun get angry! Anything just snail mail me cause I am feeling getting out of touch of the outside world le! Sobsob... If anything please drop a note in my tagbox...

Pray for me!

Woke up @ 1100__

Yesterday went to buy furniture! I got a new wardrobe! HAha... Going under renovation! Dunnoe when going to start! Haiz... Also dunnoe what will it become... Oh well... Than sad thing happen today... It came back! Onli been 4 days of freedom! Oh no! I realli need to see doctor ar? Die le lar... Hai me bai kai xin yi chang... So sad...

Start again...
12/03/2007 - present

Woke up @ 1300__

Today went to Suntec City with jt... When to the IT Fair which is the biggest mistake of my life! So many people! Halfway though the walk from the MRT station to Suntec I alreadi nt feeling well le! Than still must go squeeze through the stupid inconsiderate crowd! Reach the exhibition like going to die le lor, more people inside.. Cannot walk lor... Got pushed around! But jt managed to buy her EMPTY CDS and $19.90 1GB Toshiba Thumbdrive... When she went to buy her thumbdrive I alreadi walk out of the exhibition le! Haha... Will die in there lor! Than went to Douby Ghaut the This Fashion from around 1800 shop till about 2100, which is about 4 hours! Jt brought 5 pieces of clothing for $72! Cheap? Thanks to my This Fashion Previlege Card! Wahaha... Okok... Than went to have Long John! Yeah! Thank You jt for treating! Haha... But than so full lei! Haha... When to play arcade also! So many pros playing drums with their OWN drumsticks! Haha... I still see record book lor! Waoh! Haha... Than came back home le... Its 0120 now so nity nite everyone!

Woke up @ 0630__

Went to school today for Orientation... Didn't went yesterday, so miss out on their games. But hearing what my group members said, I think is good that I didn't went yesterday... Today reach school at 0830, ate Mac. Went to the meeting @ 0900... Reach there and we got separated into different groups... Haiz, I though will be in same group. Who ask us never go yesterday?! Haha.. I went to the group called "Euphoric" which is the leading group that I didn't know.. So I think I am quite lucky... Played blind folded game which I realli didn't cheat and realli was leaded followed by Poison River that we all got to restart twice but we still got 3rd! Woah! Haha... However, overall we are the Champion! We are the Champion! Haha... Realli xin xu... Cause I join today onli... Than came back even before the game ended... Haha... Eat with xy... Fell asleep on the bus, good thing didn't overshoot, thanks to jt for calling me! Haha... Well, the main thing is that it ended! So I don't need to see doctor le! Yeah! If come back before 3 weeks up I also dunnoe what to do! Haiz...

Woke up @ 1330__

Went to CP today to take passport photo and photocopy certificate and I/C. Haiz, need to wait for the photo to come out so went to eat BK... Than went to Marina Boulevard for interview @ NTUC Centre... Met with jt, ate Mac, shopping than came back... Actually want to go find Wendy Lee but she not working lei... Haha... So long never see her also cannot see her lor... *Shake Head* Wahaha... Never mind... At least today got jt pei me.

*Another reason for me to avoid.

Woke up @ 1100__

Played the computer, than went out at 1330. Meet xy and ali, went to bugis and walk and walk and walk... However, the main purpose of today blog is not to talk about my day! Whereas is to talk about what is happening to my body! Ok, firstly to state, previously I got a condition, whereas I got medication, however the medication stopped along with the condition... Meaning that I do not need to rely on medication to get though monthly... However from the start of this year, weird things are happening to my body... Actually not weird lar... But close friends have been telling me to go see a doctor! But whenever I met with something disappointing or sad... Like rejection or scolding, somehow I feel that I can fight back by not checking up on my condition... So till now, I still have not seen a doctor... Maybe doing this is not realli good, its down right bad... But I dunnoe what to do! Yesterday when I was watching 飛輪海's 愛到, I was thinking if I didn't when to have a check up, will I die away someday on the streets? What will my friends feel and how will they react? Tears welling up my eyes! I could almost cry! What do you all think I should do? I know a doctor is always the best... But I just dun want to tell anyone else... Does it have something to do with my diet? Does it have something to do with my lifestyle?

Dates so far:
28/01/2007 - 04/02/2007
06/02/2007 - 14/02/2007
23/02/2007 - Present

*What to do? Argh! Why can't I just let go?!
*Disappointment in friends are the worst feeling to have.
*What if I can't handle the truth?
*Will anyone be by my side, supporting me?