Death & Love

First thing, saying goodbye to Lydia! Looking at her biography so many shows she acted in and so much happened in her life. 戏如人生，人生如戏啊！

Watched P.S. I Love You on tuesday and the show was really touching. From how they lived together to how they meet to how they cope when one is gone and still looking after each other. During the show it makes me thinking, what happens if I am gone one day? Will I be missed? Will I be thought of in that way? Will I ever find someone that will cry for me like that? I am glad that I didn't watch the show alone or else I will be crying my heart out.

Nowadays, I really feel like I am breaking down soon, but somehow I can bottle it up furthur. I am so afraid that one day when that bottle reach the rim I will not only break down but to something more frightening.

Somehow, nothing is missing. I can't find that thing and don't know what that thing is.

6 Days Without Blogging

Haven't been blogging for the last 6 days and to be certain. I did come to my blog everyday to look if there is any tags so this is not a dead blog yet. HEhe... A few things i will want to blog altogether as you know... So might take quite a long post to finish this blog and I am taking this very slowly maybe will need 2 days to finish this post but I will try my best.

Event 1

Will blog about the song first... KTV and lyrics found below. It is the first song I liked in the TDrama Summer X Summer.





煩惱 有你生活太吵
沒你 卻會無聊
所以 我唱什麼聽好
你說你要我喜歡你
抱歉我不行 因為我有眼睛
OH~你好煩 長的很奇怪 再跟著我就報警
仰慕我的人特別多
囉嗦的你卻包容我的沉默
OH~沒理由 跳躍的感受 在靠近左邊的胸口
OH~轉過頭 有點失落 你怎麼消失在巷口
突然搞懂 我的生活 早習慣你在左右
你要什麼都說
少了你一秒像一分鐘
現在會不會來不及 你卻還在原地
等著我 比誰都堅定
你要什麼就說
因為我一定盡我全力
希望你會覺得滿意 不滿意我改進
我可以 把未來變成童話 送給你
我想你應該不介意 我來做決定 跟著我的腳印
OH~太崇拜 自己的腦袋 乖乖的站在我身後
OH~廣場上 牽著你走 放心把一切交給我
確定甚麼 開始閃爍 在我和你的眼中
你要什麼就說
極光流星或TIFFANY
我想帶你一起旅行 哪裡都沒關係
你就是有趣的風景
你要什麼都說
因為我一定盡我全力
希望你會覺得滿意 不滿意我改進
我可以 把童話變成日記 送給你

Event 2

Decided to stop talking about Edison Chen's scandal. Saw all the uncensored photos and 2 words only "Oh Man" Haha... Not saying about him at all, I was refering to the females involved.


Event 3

Did a Celebrity Face Match, I got alot of people name coming out like Andy L__. Look below if you want to know who are they.












Event 4


肥肥died! Her 20,000,000 assests don't know will end up where but hope a bit goes to the organization of the cancer that she had. A moment of peace for her.




Event 5


Recently have been watching this show Gokusen and Gokusen II. Very suitable for people who liked Hana Kimi Taiwan/Japan version. I strongly recommend this show, the guys in there are somehow familiar but I really liked the Season 1 guy cause there is a relationship at the end (Well, better than none right?). Watch it and give me your comments! Haha...




Event 6


2 exam paper down, 1 to go. Just waiting for DMID's paper and YEAH! It is time for holidays! I might be going down to 'mac?' tomorrow to study for it cause I don't think I have any other timings for me to study at all. So anyone read this blog can come find me, maybe I will be at a Macdonald's near you(sounds like a cheesy jingle right?) Haha...



Event 7


Accidental found this Online Manga website. I think it is around for awhile, but me being able to find it without anyone telling me that it existed is really a miracle. Haha... So far, I have seen manga that interest me already so I don't think I will be going to view from the net again cause others seems quite bad, the story plots don't interests me at all... Click Here.


Event 8


About the chinese new year that I mentioned in the previous post. Well, at last I uploaded the pictures and here it is below!

Their sparkler at the top!

Dried leaves caught on fire when they throw their stick down. From the 7th floor.Our candles during CNY, like Mid-Autumn Festival like that.
Must protect my cousin, so won't let anyone see her face. Haha...

I don't know if the videos can be played using blogger media, so I just try my luck.

新年的经过

~农历新年前四天~
那天吃了两次的团圆饭，一次是下午的，另一次是晚上的。吃得很饱，肚子都涨了起来。

~除夕~
这天都没有吃到团圆饭，自己煮了意大利面吃。

~初一~
一大早就去嫲嫲家拜年，不过很好，到了那边后都不需要再出去。跟大家玩了二十一点根本没有赢到钱，一毛两毛都赢不了还得了。

~初二~
又是一大清早去拜年，这天根本没有人。在嫲嫲家废了一整天，之后到了雪君家打麻将，差不多十点到。

~初三~
开始玩到早上五点又是没有赢钱的状态，累累的回去爸爸的家。睡了又起来又睡了，到了两点多每个人开始来的时候就醒了。玩了蜡烛，烟花，拍了从七楼丢下还有火的烟花棒，草丛差一点就着火，我都有拍下来的咯！是印度家庭来的，我们回后还看到他们的烟火棒丢到旁边的游乐场。当时还有很多的小孩在那边玩，就看到他们把棒子这样的丢下去，真的是。。。

~初四~
到婆婆家拜年，很累很累都是半睡半醒的状态。终于到家后，又被赢了钱的茹婷叫出去。很累很累的一天，我们也去了Punggol Park去走了一圈，感觉很好很舒服。

~初五~
睡了一整天，都没有干了什么事。

~初六~
去茹婷家吃火锅，很久没见的玉琪也去了。怀念~

~初七~
开始读书了！帮我加油吧！我一定可以的！加油，加油，加油！


沒有很會唱 - 小宇

在學貓叫 喵喵 誰在唱著
有人在學狗叫 汪汪 誰在唱著
有人在學貓叫 喵喵 誰在唱著
有人在學狗叫 汪汪 誰在唱著
俺從不覺得 自己轉音很厲害
俺總是覺得 自己唱歌慢半拍
唱高音都不夠HIGH 唱低音都出不來
oh no
我打開電視 每個人都超贊(你看OH)
每個特寫鏡頭 頭發會飛 超帥(OH)
真是夠了
電風扇吹的 我一邊轉臺一邊流汗
是不是該裝MAN呢
是不是裝可愛呢
是不是鬧緋聞呢
來抄襲如何喵喵 誰在唱著
有人在學狗叫 汪汪誰在唱著
有人在學貓叫 喵喵誰在唱著
到底怎么叫才有可能全場喝采
喵喵 誰在唱著
有人在學狗叫 汪汪誰在唱著
有人在學貓叫 喵喵 誰在唱著
也許隨便叫 才有可能跟得上時代

俺從不覺得 自己B BOX很厲害
俺總是覺得 自己RAP慢半拍
唱英文發音太怪
唱中文feel出不來
沒有很會唱怎么辦
是不是該裝MAN呢
是不是裝可愛呢
是不是鬧緋聞呢
做自己如何
喵喵 誰在唱著
有人在學狗叫 汪汪誰在唱著
有人在學貓叫 喵喵 誰在唱著
不管誰在叫 都有可能被自己崇拜
雖然這環境很怪異 no...
很多事情沒有道理
想不通 啊～
我隨便唱一唱就算了
反正不會賣的 DOWNLOAD就好了
沒有人在意的音樂是我的
手指頭是你的誰的腦袋空的
喵喵 誰在唱著
有人在學狗叫 汪汪 誰在唱著
有人在學貓叫 喵喵 誰在唱著
我想跟著叫 才有可能永遠被寵愛

我姓宋朝的宋 寶蓋頭長木頭
就是宋 念我沒有口
想念我你懂不懂 宇宙的宙哎唷
我說錯 隨便唱
都會通小宇同學就是我



这是在夏雪的博客看到的，PG-13，大家没到那个年龄就不要去开了。Click Here. 又好笑又色情。

Not Me

It is not because of tireness or amy attitude... But sometimes not everyone can stand it if everyone is keep putting me down when all I am doing is to keep the atmosphere as lively as possible... If noone appreciates it, no use for me to continue entertain those people...

Signing off Jazebel

Happy Chinese New Year Eve!

A quick post I going to post before going to my father's place... Many things are happening around me, too much heartbreaking things, predictable things and things that people lack of. I just don't understand why with your own family members, you don't trust them? You don't trust them to do something without letting others know... You don't trust them to keep a secret, than please please do not involve me in all your arguements and conflict. I am only a kid, a kid that lose her childhood because of something stupid that happened a few years back. People can say that I am childish now, I am immuture but they have what they are suppose to have at a correct age. But having family members not trusting you at that age, many may cry or maybe do something else more so I am considering myself as a very strong person! Although, people who says that they are strong are in fact not but I believe in my beliefs.

Saw many movies and dramas on crunchyroll these days, mostly Jdrama and KDrama. Lots of scary movies but I still love movies that brings tears to my eyes though crying is really a troublesome thing to do... Just finished this one show that is almost like The Queen's Classroom, it is really very touching at the end. People who are going to be a teacher in the future can watch it, I am really very glad that bullying in Singapore's neighbourhood schools are almost zero. Friends are really a very big thing when such thing happen to you. When someone is bullied, others will help him/her making the bully think twice. I love it in Singapore...

I feel that Singapore is actually a Kampong City more than a City. You really wanted to relax and enjoy yourself in some far away country where you know noone and the air is clean, the environment is clean. But you still can shop and be entertained by the latest, most advanced gadgets available. Although it may be boring like what you feel if you are there for only a short period of time, but when you have stayed there for so long, you hace a sense of belonging to the place, that can never be replaced although you may never show it or never express it. Click Here.


曹格 - 吹吹风

今天起床太阳身边绕
我的心情特别好
歌声特别高
那一个女孩的微笑
心里感觉多美好
怎么忘不掉
看一看 找一找
希望还能遇到
看一看 找一找
幸福千万别跑掉
看一看 找一找
终于让我找到
我要对你大声宣告
我想牵你的手
带你去吹吹风
说好不好 你说好不好
两个人走一走 管他南北西东
说好不好 你说好不好
沙滩沙滩沙滩 沙滩有多美好
吹吹风
初次见面回家就梦到
我们白头偕老 从不争吵
爱情居然出乎我意料
幸福快点报到 不要迟到
看一看 找一找
希望还能遇到
看一看 找一找
幸福千万别跑掉
看一看 找一找
终于让我找到
我要对你大声宣告
我想牵你的手 带你去吹吹风
说好不好 你说好不好
两个人走一走 管他南北西东
说好不好 你说好不好
沙滩沙滩沙滩沙滩
我想牵你的手 带你去吹吹风
说好不好 你说好不好
两个人走一走 管他南北西东
说好不好 你说好不好
我想牵你的手 带你去吹吹风
说好不好 你说好不好
两个人走一走 管他南北西东
说好不好 你说好不好