The meaning of my name:

These names produce a super-sensitive condition that is not of this world. This world is too harsh, crass and competitive for these types. Their reaction to the noise and confusion of the busy marketplace awakens the urge to escape into the quiet of nature or the seclusion they find in their own privacy. They need plenty of time to themselves. This private time should be spent reading, writing or contemplating the deeper and more meaningful aspects of life. They are poets and romantics by nature. Their idealism needs to be expressed among their own kind that they seldom, if ever, find. Being unable to find people that understand their deep feelings they turn inward and soon learn to keep their thoughts to themselves. From early childhood they begin to feel, if only unconsciously, that nobody understands them. In fact they do not even understand themselves, or their changing moods that are difficult to control.

If the world wasn't so fierce and aggressive these people could develop their natural skills as dreamers or idealists, providing mankind with a vision of peace, refinement and beauty. As it is they retreat into themselves and suffer the consequences of working environments that rob them of their peace of mind. If the rest of their mental make-up drives them into the normal work-a-day world then they can become difficult to work with because of their changing moods. They are so sensitive that at times they can be psychic, picking up feelings and thoughts from others and being affected by any form of discord in their environment. This is particularly so if they have no outlet through writing or other refined art forms. At times their thoughts can be quite disturbing. There is a mystical urge in these names that draws them to religious studies or the occult. They should be careful not to become lost in mysticism where theories and ideas pull them into realms of unreality.

When this happens they dream and speculate about fantastic stories that have no basis in reality and that keep them in a kind of trance. They should realize that idealism is useless if it cannot be applied to some specific and practical action. They are artists that are inspired by beauty. Their souls crave for affection and love. They have a deep side to their nature that invariably gets covered up by their spontaneous and accommodating natures. They would never consider hurting anything or anyone. Because they are so acquiescent they tend to lose their own individuality and over time they can lose their depth and become shallow minds seeking people purely for the comfort and association that they crave so much. They have an innocent beauty and charm, but if their minds are not cultivated along artistic and philosophical lines they become shy and introverted, going along with things without meaning or purpose. They are usually too sensitive to be disciplined and healthy, and succumb to diseases affecting the heart, lungs and bronchial organs as well as the fluid functions.

[My father & Cousin]

Hohoho...
Christmas is coming and I am in a good mood.

1. I got 8 days out of the 14 days off next week.
2. Christmas is coming.
3. New Year is coming.

Hip Hip Hooray!

Still some things not done..
Never ending work is part of life now.
Last time still have the contentment of finishing schoolwork and other things.
Now is just 1 after another, I hope all parents can just realise something.
THAT NOT EVERYONE WORK FOR YOUR KID!
Oh man.

Never mind. Good mood now.
Good mood sleeping though having to wake up at 7am tml on SAT!

We all need a more truthful life.
Truthful Boss - not beating around the bush
Truthful self - not lying to others
Truthful mind - not lying to self

I only can get to the Truthful self part. Mind abit difficult and hard.


Good night everyone~

[Shervon, Shervell, Chrisean, Aniece]

Back from another day at work.
Christmas spirit is everywhere.
New year is coming.
Everyone is getting another year older.
oh oh~

Still haven started my presents.
Still have not thought of a design to do it on.
Still as lazy as ever.
Still have not got my phone.
Still as broke as ever.

I need a good month where I am a good person, doing good things with minimal expenses.
Haha... Which means no easy transportation and no extravagent food. lalala~ All this makes my life seem so good now. But trust me it is just normal.

Look at how easy it is to be small kids. 8 months, 1+, 3+, 5+.


*p.s. and for your information, the women behind in the pictures are grandmother of the kids in the picture.*

Time to sleep, Good Night mites

Yo yo!
As always, going to work and getting piled on with something to last for the next few days till enforced leave on Christmas eve.

Oh god! talking about that. The sign is still not up that we arw not open on christmas eve and new year eve!

Decorations are going somewhere, its good that someone will find info on the net to decorate the center at a low cost rate.

Where is all the christmas spirit of giving, forgiving and living?

Oh no! I haven do my christmas presents and my cards!

Too many things to do, too little times.
Give me somemore time and more sleep.
Black eyes are coming back after many many months.


*Treatment of my toe ~ Week 1*

Today, work is too quiet.
Too scary.
And tomorrow,
it will be a damn irritating day with people in and out.

Good Night everyone.

*Comical photo of my father.

Oh man, my back is ok if I take my medicine.
But in the morning when I wake up, the pain is freaking there.
What happen to the nice painless nights I had before?
G I V E      I T     B A C K!!!

Met up with Ms Lim today.
Always nice to know what is going on with others.

AM is almost a failure. Centres not opened and places not there anymore.
But at least we got snow spray and stencil for christmas.
Oh talking about that, I have to go find christmas songs to play in TSC..
lalala'~


Merry Christmas!

Yeah! My back is better and better~

I can bend now! Woot.

AM tml, so many places to go to.

Is it really worth it?

Dinner @ MS tml too!

Wonder what we are going to eat. Hmmm...

But Good Night everyone!

Nite nite mites.